Category: blog
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The Dark Corners
The Dark Corners March 28th, 2018 You know when you’re vacuuming and you can’t seem to reach the dirt that is deep in the corners of a room. So you just vacuum over it, knowing it did nothing but move past anyways. I’m waiting for that someone who cares enough to kneel down, see all…
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I’m Trying.
I’m Trying. March 24th, 2018 I hate that I long for friendship, but pride myself so much on being strong and independent. I hate that I can’t be vulnerable. I hate that I can’t trust. I hate that I desire to talk to someone and then never want to talk. I hate that whenever someone…
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Lay Me Down
Lay Me Down March 16th, 2018 I fall in love so easily and I’m grateful to have love, of all things, be my Achilles’ heel. Should I be pained for loving too soon, at least I loved. If I gained a petal for each moment I felt love towards someone, or something, I’d have a…
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A Shared Awareness
A shared Awareness March 16th, 2018 I don’t like that I feel a lot of love from a lot of people, but still feel lonely. I wish the people that had the urge to like and comment on my posts felt that same urge to share my presence. I wish I didn’t feel so virtual.…
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Dear Self: You are beautiful, you are light.
Dear Self: You are beautiful, you are light. March 12th, 2018 For the first time in a long time I felt that no one deserved me. Not for how “amazing” I was but rather for how disgusting I felt I was. This was the first time, I truly hated myself and felt it was best…
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No Such Thing as a One Man Hero
No Such Thing as a One Man Hero February 22nd, 2018 Sometimes the world can be depressing. When you hear, read, and see the horrific corners of the world, you can sometimes feel stuck; sick. I know I do. You know there needs to be change. Someone needs to take action. Yet you sit there,…
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I’m okay. I’m getting there.
I’m okay. I’m getting there. February 21st, 2018 Sometimes I find myself having a moment of happiness and then having a moment of sadness. I’m not too sure what it is. Every moment seems to be different, caused by other different moments. I keep thinking my times of sorrow are because I’m bored. Because I…
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Ready.Set.Go!
Ready.Set.Go! January 30, 2018 Why do we hesitate when we want to initiate a conversation? Why do we second guess? What is it that we fear so much that we end up never even hearing the person’s voice we so long to speak with. Do you find them attractive? Want to give a compliment? Maybe…
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What Do I Have To Lose?
What do I have to Lose? January 20th, 2018 I’m not too sure why I’ve created this page. I figured maybe it would be good for me, whether someone reads it or not. I need to give my thoughts a platform. Something to solidify my mind so I don’t go crazy. Do you care to…